So this subject is very close to my heart. TurtlesLittleAdventures is actually the fourth blog I’ve started and it’s the only one I’ve made more than 2 posts for and actually posted them. You see I have an addiction to beginning again. I start a lot of things, and I rarely finish them. I have this fear of trying, you can never fail if you never try right? The thing is you can never succeed either. This was originally going to be my first ever post on this blog, but you guessed it I started something else first
I’ve been wondering why it is that I never want to finish anything or stick with it long enough to see results, whether that be weight loss or watching a movie I can never seem to stick to the end. Even this post seems to want to not finish itself.
Surprisingly the thing, or more accurately person, that kicked my butt into actually starting and continuing this post, is Alfie Deyes and Zoe Sugg. Their constant commitment to each other and their careers inspires me to continue fighting for what I want, and I know it may seem stupid, what I really want is to write. It’s something that I’ve loved since about 4th grade. It was something I was good at and that people responded to in a way that made me feel as though I might do something with my life instead of working a 9 to 5 job living to work instead of working to live.
My addiction to beginning again is a serious one, and I’ve decided to tackle it head on. Today, starting with this post, I’m going to finish everything I start. Hopefully beginning with Blogmas.
After all, all big things start out small.